Past Love

Today I realized that all the hurt I ever experienced should have always been expected. I don't regret any of my relationships. Just regret the pain I felt in the end of them. At one time in my relationship which ever one I want to recall, there was always a time that everything was right, pure, perfect. If anything I thank every person I was ever involved with because at one time they made me smile. If anyone I've ever been in a relationship with could recall, the only thing I ever asked for was for them to make me smile. So no matter how many times I've been cheated, left naked and vulnerable by the worst pain that can't be fixed with medication or surgery, I am still woman enough to be thankful for all my past failures. You can never learn how to love unless you love unconditionally. Those were my thoughts for the night. I hope everyone sleeps well. I figure I'll have a hard time sleeping tonight as I have a pretty big day tomorrow, besides work...pooo. hahaha Buenos Noches to my Digital Diary Stalkers.