I've been stressed to the MAX lately. I'm starting to open my store up and contemplate on having the grand opening in January. I have photographers booking me left and right. So in another sense I'm stressing for good reasons. I'm happy to own my own business and venture forth into this world of deceit and money hungry colluders. As sarcastic as that sounds, I really am happy. Now when it comes to modeling I like to think I'm excelling. Different photographers have contrastive picturesque aspects that I enjoy dipping my toes into. If there were any moment in my life that I'd be positively proud to freeze frame for a moment so far it would be now. I have friends && family proclaiming their expressions of crow, and I appreciate it to the MAX. However what really counts is how proud I make myself. In this particular moment I'm more proud of myself than all the other times I have taken pride in my exploits. Whatever I get or have now I won't be able to take along with my when I pass into a world of love, and clouds of rhinestones, but while I am here I want to make the best and accomplish as many goals to ensure a stable future for myself and possible forthcoming family. I can only go as far as I will let myself. No matter what I do in this lifetime I'm going to have road blocks and speed bumps. I'm a Texas girl, I'll drive my big rig over them like they were a pothole. I ask my friends and family and even my fans to help lift me up and avail in prolonging my dreams. My dreams are not fantasies dancing around in my head any longer, I'm making them real. If I can come from nothing and make something then I know that if anyone tries hard enough they can do the same thing. It gets rough and there are times you want to quit, but if you want it bad enough and know you'll benefit in the long run than all you have to do is be persistent.
Buenos Noches my little chickens. I'll feed you another day. =)
